Cubikdice Posted March 4, 2011 Share Posted March 4, 2011 Whoever you people are, I DEMAND THAT YOU ALL OR AT LEAST ONE OF YOU, tell me what the HELL is going ON! I want a STRAIGHT & DIRECT REASON for your ACTIONS! I do NOT ACCEPT being WATCHED or STUDIED. I do NOT ACCEPT myself as a TARGET of your hidden agenda! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cubikdice Posted March 4, 2011 Author Share Posted March 4, 2011 What I really want to do is pull all this $2,500+ computer stuff out from its cords and throw it out onto the pavement into a thousand pieces and not be emotionally exploited by complete strangers who tell me things I can't really verify! But than what would I do if I removed myself from the world. What would I do when complete strangers make it clear as daylight, they're following me, staring at me, etc ... You know what they said they concluded after several years of studying me? Something that makes me look like an idiot - a crazy lunatic! Than they tell me weird **** (pardon me) about knowledge of the future, so far from now, like in my 30's, 40's... Than weird **** (pardon me again) about how the "lights" - yes let's call them lights, not UFOs, nothing too specific (wow), that they usually target the "TARGET" when ASLEEP, the subconscious, either mentally or physically. What do they EXPECT! Of course I'm going to go a little bonkers after encountering a ******* (sorry) blue sphere, hundreds of star-like lights, a golden light silently flying over my home, ETC!!!! For over how many years now!!! WOW is all I can say. WOW. and you know what? I'm not making it up. I have got FOOTAGE, video FOOTAGE of these things. I have got footage of someone trying to get into my computer too!!!!! I have seen one of my old best friends point their cameras at me! I have gone through so much since 2007 I am sick and tired of BLACK OPERATIONS. I can't even go out for a walk from the small community I grew up in without feeling paranoid. Like I'm going to get ran over or shot at! Seriously, I think when these people physically make it clear they're "watching" me with an evil eye, etc, I feel like they're going to do something harmful!!! I feel like I'm looking a demons. They don't have any positive expression. I'm shocked by it. and you know what? How is it I feel negative evil envelop me when these people show me themselves? But when I encounter and see the lights in the sky, I feel AT PEACE. I feel joy! I feel like its an angel! I feel like my mind is cleared when that happens. The only explanation I can think of its human behavior. It's psychological operations. It's control. It's influence. I've been laughed at, I've been stared at, I've been humiliated, I've been tarnished. I'm forced to ignore ALL OF IT so I can keep my SANITY in real life!! My family don't even act like it's a problem because, I have it all bottled up and if they heard and knew all that has happened, WOW. BLACK OPERATIONS. If anyone EVER gets contacted by some stranger claiming to be a DoD agent *ONLINE* & *UNVERIFIED*, BLOCK!!! It could be a THUG! OR SOME GANG WHO HAS TONNES OF DRUG MONEY AND RESOURCES & SOURCES AT THEIR DISPOSAL TO USE YOU! I wish I could know that they are good people. But we should all know, immoral, unethical **** (sorry) has gone on in human history, like slavery, like secret experimentation, ETC, that there are probably still immoral, unethical practices being done TODAY but it hasn't yet reached the light. Do I believe in a greater force then us up there, around us, unseen but provided wondrous signs of hope? Yes. I believe it. I am reassured of it when these magnificent lights in the sky show themselves. I'm not speaking of conventional aircraft. I'm speaking of dancing stars in the sky, high and extremely low, but in the end, I know MK ULTRA. I know some psychology being employed and used on people. I want to find friends, not foes. I want all the confusion to end. I don't want any part of black operations that clearly employs deception. and I'm sorry if this rant, this message of desperation of peace is disturbing but that is what it is. It is disturbing, everything, there's so much damned knowledge freely available out there, it makes life far from simple. Although some try to constrain the freedom of information, control information, I believe in a holographic system, where there are no secrets. Secrets are BAD no matter what way you put it or place it! Blind, one-sided point of views is BAD, speaking and scheming behind someones back is BAD. All of its bad but for some reason it is employed - it is excused. Where is the respect for others well being? Where is the one who will help someone up from there knees in mortal pain and offer help? Where... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darby Posted March 5, 2011 Share Posted March 5, 2011 Cubik, Errrr...what the F was that all about? Black Ops? Is this somehow related to this site? Maybe you should be a bit more specific - actually a lot more specific if it has something to do with TTI. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cubikdice Posted March 5, 2011 Author Share Posted March 5, 2011 Cubik, Errrr...what the F was that all about? Black Ops? Is this somehow related to this site? Maybe you should be a bit more specific - actually a lot more specific if it has something to do with TTI. I originally came here to TTI so that maybe I could learn whether or not the following is true:1. Did John Titor mention an individual by the name of Ellen Blair, originally from the year 2036, employed by a special operations unit who uses (GE) C204? 2. Did John Titor mention anything about the Army, his team or other time travel units traversing in our time (their past) for any other missions or research besides recovering the IBM 5100? 3. Has there been anyone who suggested the US DoD (and Canadian DND)*today* has any interest in UFOs or Time Travel? 4. Are there hoaxers who claim to be time travelers? Obviously I know this now. But to go so far as to *somehow* contact me online outside of TTI territory and later *visit* my home in the middle of the night, ETC? Can and has any time travel hoaxer here been reported to of done that to others? 5. What vehicle (make and model) did John Titor drive? What color was it? 6. What is Black Operations? What is a special operations unit? What are the practices they do? A lot of these questions I have managed to get obscure answers on but there's no way I can forget the real-life impact or influence this has had on my life. There is not a day that goes by that I don't rewind the past 4-5 years and wonder if I'm missing something or what? I want whoever they are, who had fancied time travel, among other things, to conclude this not only for their studies but to conclude this for myself. I want to know why I was studied for several years. I was told this recently but since, no more information, just silence. I am mad and have good reason to be. I have been through so many ups and downs emotionally, that I'm afraid. It should be that obvious. I believe I deserve closure. I post here also because, I have reason to believe they are aware I'm a TTI member. When I posted everything I knew on my first few posts here, I was told I couldn't be trusted and that all communication would cease, that there was another. All communications hadn't ceased. I have no reason NOT to ask for help here and update what's been happening. But I feel like every time I do, they're ever more hesitant than to even chat with me. All they have to do is guide me! Lay down some rules or something and I will listen! it is the lack of communications that I am sick and tired of. I wait everyday for a chance and when there is, for some reason I freeze and it takes me a day to say something to them. I'm pretty sure I convinced myself now that I will never hear from them again! But as Pam suggested before (that I shouldn't worry hearing from them again), no, I have been contacted time and time again. I wish I could trust them but how can I. It seems that when they do, the information backfires on me and I go into rants that it's all impossible. I call it the result of social conditioning or social engineering. Inability to accept the impossibilities - like time travel, aliens, ETC. That it's all just hooey nonsense. is there a paradox? What are the psychological implications of a time traveler making direct contact with a person of the past knowing who they are and when they are from? I'm not assuming they're time travelers. There has to be a perfectly logical explanation for all this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TimeLord Posted March 5, 2011 Share Posted March 5, 2011 Cubik, If you're looking for help, pray to me. I will help you if you ask. I am personal friends with Jesus Christ. He has helped me many times in the past. And I'm drunk Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darby Posted March 5, 2011 Share Posted March 5, 2011 Cubik, I'll do my best to answer your questions. Before I do I want you to hear this loud and clear: John Titor was a fictional Internet character in a fictional sci-fi Internet meme developed by a group of people who desired to make a movie, publish a book, publish a graphic novel, host a syndicated radio show, sell t-shirts, coffee mugs and anything else to make money. They formed a company, hired an entertainment lawyer and did they best to move it forward - with limited success. That's all there is to the John Titor Saga. OK? Put the whole damned thing into a proper perspective: No one, and I mean NO ONE, will ever invent, build and deploy a time machine in their garage that can transport an human being or Chevy truck into the past. Even if it is possible to build such a machine, and it is highly debatable that it is, we are looking at at least 500 years and more likely several thousand years before we have the ability to gather sufficient energy, control that energy and use it to open a hole in spacetime to allow for a time machine to travel with a person to the past. Thousands of years, thousands of researchers, trillions of dollars to do what? Come to a silly time travel site and quibble over the details of how the gadget works? Even if every member of this site was a Nobel Laureat in theoretical physics, if the TT posted each and every last detail of how it is done we couldn't do it. Yet people get worried and some even paranoid because someone claims to be a time traveler who has come to quibble. OEWTO! 1. Did John Titor mention an individual by the name of Ellen Blair, originally from the year 2036, employed by a special operations unit who uses (GE) C204? No. I already suspect, without reading further down the page, that someone is pulling your chain via PM and/or emails. 2. Did John Titor mention anything about the Army, his team or other time travel units traversing in our time (their past) for any other missions or research besides recovering the IBM 5100? Yes – vaguely. He said that he held the Army rank equivalent to major. Because he was supposed to be a highly trained mission specialist the rank was probably Chief Warrant Officer 4 (CWO 4). He said there were other teams doing missions including testing the next-gen C206 (six silly cesium clocks – cesium clocks weren't the most accurate even in 2000). 3. Has there been anyone who suggested the US DoD (and Canadian DND)*today* has any interest in UFOs or Time Travel? Yes – every day all over the Internet on sites like this and conspiracy sites. But you already knew that. 4. Are there hoaxers who claim to be time travelers? Obviously I know this now. But to go so far as to *somehow* contact me online outside of TTI territory and later *visit* my home in the middle of the night, ETC? Can and has any time travel hoaxer here been reported to of done that to others? Yes – thus my acronym OEWTO 'Once Every Two Weeks, Oh! (Look at me I'm another time traveler)' 5. What vehicle (make and model) did John Titor drive? What color was it? A Corvette Stingray that he dumped for a 1987 Chevy PU. Based on the photos both had blue interiors. Outside color probably blue also but no proof. 6. What is Black Operations? What is a special operations unit? What are the practices they do? Black Operations simply means that the operation is not listed in any budget line item so that it can remain covert. Listing the line item budget by name would result in some jerk leaking the information and getting everyone killed. Special Operations falls under Special Operations Command (USSOCOM). Special Operators are highly skilled and trained soldiers, sailors, airmen and Marines drawn from Army Special Forces, Navy SEALS, Marine Corps Force Recon and Air Force Air-Sea Para-rescue and Pathfinders. They run covert missions far behind enemy lines. During Vietnam they were known are Special Operations Group/Command (originally the acronym was a cover name 'Studies and Observations Group' [aka SOG, MACSOG, and MACV-SOG]). USSOCOM has taken over all of the Vietnam era special operations including LRRP (long range recon patrols that can last for many days to weeks far behind enemy lines). If you were a fan of the TV series 'The Unit' then you have a pretty good idea what Special Operators do for a living. A lot of these questions I have managed to get obscure answers on but there's no way I can forget the real-life impact or influence this has had on my life. There is not a day that goes by that I don't rewind the past 4-5 years and wonder if I'm missing something or what? I want whoever they are, who had fancied time travel, among other things, to conclude this not only for their studies but to conclude this for myself. I want to know why I was studied for several years. I was told this recently but since, no more information, just silence. I am mad and have good reason to be. I have been through so many ups and downs emotionally, that I'm afraid. It should be that obvious. I believe I deserve closure. You deserve closure from what and by whom? Surely you don't take anything on this site seriously, do you? This is supposed to be fun and entertaining. There isn't one serious issue discussed here – at least serious in the sense that anyone should lose one second of sleep over it…EVER. There are no and never has been a single real time traveler here. The more you post that you've been had by these email/PM "stalkers" to more pleasure they get out of seeing you squirm. They aren't time travelers, they are trolls. I post here also because, I have reason to believe they are aware I'm a TTI member. When I posted everything I knew on my first few posts here, I was told I couldn't be trusted and that all communication would cease, that there was another. All communications hadn't ceased. I have no reason NOT to ask for help here and update what's been happening. But I feel like every time I do, they're ever more hesitant than to even chat with me. All they have to do is guide me! Lay down some rules or something and I will listen! Who is 'they'? It sounds like you've received PM's and emails from people who are purposely pulling your chain because they have some reason to believe that they can get a rise out of you. it is the lack of communications that I am sick and tired of. I wait everyday for a chance and when there is, for some reason I freeze and it takes me a day to say something to them. Lack of what communication? By whom? I'm pretty sure I convinced myself now that I will never hear from them again! But as Pam suggested before (that I shouldn't worry hearing from them again), no, I have been contacted time and time again. I wish I could trust them but how can I. Good. And stop listening to Pamela. She can be as paranoid as anyone for no particular reason. There's nothing to trust one way or the other other than to realize that you are allowing your chain to be pulled. It seems that when they do, the information backfires on me and I go into rants that it's all impossible. I call it the result of social conditioning or social engineering. Inability to accept the impossibilities - like time travel, aliens, ETC. That it's all just hooey nonsense. Of course it's hooey and nonsense. I still have my PM and email 'stalkers'. I used to get the nonsense every day. Now it's down to a couple of times a month. I save the emails and PM's but don't respond. My friend, these folks are nutters one of whom, at least, ended up in the County Psych Unit. But they are not time travelers, Special Operators, CIA, MI-5 or DND. They are just Internet nutters. is there a paradox? What are the psychological implications of a time traveler making direct contact with a person of the past knowing who they are and when they are from? I'm not assuming they're time travelers. There has to be a perfectly logical explanation for all this. There is a perfectly logical explanation: you've allowed yourself to be manipulated by Internet nutters. Stop it! Don't respond to them and stop taking what we discuss here so seriously. From what you've said this is not good for your health. Maybe you need to take a break from reading and posting on this sort of site. Just a suggestion (and I've made it before - even to Pamela long, long ago when she was being a bit too paranoid.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TimeLord Posted March 6, 2011 Share Posted March 6, 2011 I really must stop posting on the weekends. lol Nevermind that post, Cubik. Listen to Darby on this one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paladius Posted March 17, 2011 Share Posted March 17, 2011 " I can't even go out for a walk from the small community I grew up in without feeling paranoid." Cube, I'd start by laying off the pot and meth for a few weeks. You'll find it hard the first week or so, but after that your brain will start to feel normal again and you will actually start to enjoy the soberness of reality, as opposed to the escape. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TimeCrime1986 Posted March 17, 2011 Share Posted March 17, 2011 I can tell you what is going on but for reasons I cant explain here I am somewhat limited as to what I can post. But I can answer your question about what is going on. What is going on? We are not alone in this universe. There are other worlds of life as smart or smarter than mankind that have developed the ability to space-travel. What else is going on. The governments of the world want their people to stay away from these aliens because it can upset the power they have over us. Last what is going on somethings happen where you have to read between the lines. That is what is going on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paladius Posted March 19, 2011 Share Posted March 19, 2011 I know EVERY time the time line is changed. EVERY TIME. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skarpz Posted March 19, 2011 Share Posted March 19, 2011 I know EVERY time the time line is changed. EVERY TIME. I hate it when that happens. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paladius Posted March 20, 2011 Share Posted March 20, 2011 I don't wonder about it all anymore. I go with the flow. Its like being on a raft and floating down a canyon river. Sure, there may be a waterfall, or rapids, but no matter what, you're stuck in the river, so just sit back and enjoy the ride. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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